/mindscape/ metamorphosis

Either remain cocooned for all eternity, failing to
realize one’s true potential;

Or break free and awe the world with one’s
wondrous ways.

Become a butterfly...

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/poetry/ devil's apprentice

Himself the demon,
I, myself, the apprentice;
Forgiveness unheard of.

Petit garçon,
The world shall never be yours;
Don't bother conquering.

Sinners are overrated,
Our sins unaccountable.
- Your life perilous.

Believing in a Higher Power,
My faith uninspired.
Have me in your prayers...

His agony stricken tears,
Almost paternal, perhaps maternal.
- A mere erotica.

Your eyes astray,
His hands locked in mine.
Too late my son...

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/poetry/ disappear

With cheekbones so deceiving,
A luscious lifestyle all along.
Lost in a promenade of pillows and quilts.

With lips so veteran,
Suspended by a mirage of memories.
Nauseating motel scents.

With skin so soft,
Youth almost a myth.
Tears under the shower.

With wrists so delicate,
Standing naked in reflection.
Dancing in solitude.

With eyes so mischievous,
Contemplating perilous words.
Stuffed olives and gin.

With a mind so ragged,
Priorities unnumbered.
Slumber of turbulent dreams.

Craving a touch of warmth,
Relentless frustration.
Perhaps the search must cease.

Perhaps...


...you should disappear.

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/poetry/ the storm

The howling wind;
Wrapped in his arms,
Her skin,
Cool against his...

The rustling leaves;
Searched by his palms,
Her body,
Pulsating with his...

The deafening thunder;
Locked in his embrace,
Her lips,
Caressing his...

The pouring rain;
Exhilarated by his voyage,
Her gasps,
Subduedby his...

The seizing storm;
Lying beside him,
Her mind,
At ease with his...

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/random/ the worst mathematical joke of the millennium

As the title of the post suggests, the worst mathematical joke with pinch of energy and a tinge of matter is- E=mc^2. With echo mysticism and popularity, this equation is something that even humanities students quote to prove their physics virtuoso. Simply explicit in form, I proudly fell in love with this equation as a nursery kid and now as a high school punk I love Heisenberg Wave Equation instead. I'll surely might fall for Dirac's Equation in near future.

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/confessions/ on my father

Two roads diverged in a wood
And I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference


I definitely might have took a long gap for literary enlightenment or might be a cover up for writers block.....But i still gotta question myself that am i a writer to get that block(not the block laymans think).....
But am finally back....
As only few people might know or even they might not clearly understand the depths of compliqué yet simple relationship i share with my father.....
You need not have to get "il commence à nouveau" kind of thoughts as i'm not gonna tell a pack of lies that makes my father look " the enlightened one".....

Everytime i think of him....theres some kind of unclear and unconvinced notions about his character which i dont know how many of the people might have understood it.....
Way ahead of his time in thinking and attitude,is also the one who enjoys the stern perfection of his multifaceted talent and also situational wit and sarcasm.....
Not among the one who teaches lessons but among the one who create the atmosphere of learning....
Definitely the one who has taken the road less travelled....
The ability to be gain freedom in his own thought process is the only thing i was taught by him....



I still cant get the clarity on him....
Might be the simplicity in his complexity is the factor that makes me unconvinced of his thoughts....
But i lastly learned one thing.....

The complexity is not the resultant of not understanding a particular thing....
Its not able to decipher things composed of many interconnected parts....
So is nature to physicists and my fathers character to me.....
But most of the time you arent even able to discover parts so here interconnection cant be made.....
But as you go on learning you get the things simple....more simple and the stage you have discovered that you have made a progress....The last thing at this stage that makes you feel perplex is....

You are standing where you beginned..........

/mindscape/ in the search of enlightenment

Some might feel this as une grande nouvelle à fêter but as my "in-built" creativity is the question,i need to find some answers and reasons to the questions that has been taunting my conscience...
I dont know "le facteur de la diminution de" but do realise that its happening....
I am being more clockwork orange* as it is clearly visible in
my actions and thoughts and the effect its leaving is really something thats difficile à expliquer ......
Not making this a très longue pièce de trash....
I just have to answer some unanswered questions and need some time.....
I guess you've undertood what i meant to say....


*Clockwork Orange- "Clockwork" means mechanical and "Orang" in malay means human...So clockwork means mechanical human who doesnt really have the rational consciousness and all that phenomenon....Hence,guess that you arent confused about the ultra-violent movie with advanced psycological stuff in violence and emotions control by Stanley Kubrick(Kubrick is one of my favourite filmmaker).......